Hey dear, I guess you're sleeping by now already. I am writing here because I haven't really said how I felt. Anyway sorry to make you angry. I don't mean it either.
I know you are ending late.Didn't mean to chase you or something. Because I was doing my stuff till quite late, then I was sort of got chased out. Was a bit pissed though. And you never tell me anything and stuff. I was scared that we'll miss the train to Bishan, so I decided to call you and ask. The background was so noisy, so couldn't really hear. We usually have miscommunications on the phone though. Sometimes when you're busy, you don't tend to reply my msg. So I decided to call, like to check out some stuff. It's very worrying not knowing anything though. I feel really bad sometimes, but I am just concern for your safety. It's so late already so since I can send you home now then I'll try my best to send you home as much as possible. I hope you can understand. I wanna fulfil what I can do now then rather regret later.
I didn't mean for you to miss the Toa Payoh train home. You told me to meet you at 12. So I guess I reached there on time? I didn't know you'll reach earlier than me. I am not venting out my anger and stuff. It just came out from inside me. Just my character though, I'll try to change. I really couldn't control.
Sometimes I think that we just contradict ourselves. You don't like me to keep quiet and stuff, but you did back to me. It's really saddening to see that. Because you don't like it and you did back to me. I know you're angry, and I think that sometimes you let it run too wild that over rule yourself. It's like me asking you for lunch and I assumed that you knew. So just now you said you were eating cake and I seriously didn't know you were packing up. I cannot assume that you already eaten and ready to leave. I think it's like we contradict ourselves. Anyway, really sorry for everything. Hope that we can enjoy ourselves later if you're reading this after you received my msg. :)
Lovely B! :)